haiz~ Maybe we breaking means that we weren't meant to be. Maybe I will find a better girl. Just maybe.
Feeling so emo lately, its already been 5 days......trying to forget you for the past 2 days but just can't. its just so hard...... every time i face a problem, my first instinct was to call you, for you to give your advice, to help me. Then my brain reminded me the painful truth that we were no longer together..... 23/7/2011......
As Robert H. Schuller said, Always look at what you have left.Never look at what you have lost. Luckily I have my friends left :D
nitez
oyasuminasai :D
And so, goodbye @ 11:20 PM
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
a dark void
need someone to fill the empty hole inside of me :(
And so, goodbye @ 10:53 PM
Sunday, July 24, 2011
An end of a journey, A start of another......
Sorry if i didn't update for like...16 days? wow~ should update it more often. So many things happened in this 16 days. Dun worry, i gonna tell them to you :)
Well, I shall start of with my CCA problems first then......
kh is still not contributing to the club even though he's the vice. When i'm not around, the whole club just becomes chaos. The vice is suppose to assist the president, to take the place of the president if he's not around. Not flirting and letting the juniors fool around! Its has already been a damn 7 months and his attitude is still the same as the start of the year. Just because he lost the presidency, he's gonna rebel against me!? T.T He isn't contributing and gets 5 CCA points. Other normal committee members contribute and only gets 1/2 points? Feel like kicking him out of the post now and making jia wei the vice instead.
Seriously regretted making him the vice. Should have listened to my seniors and dun gave him any role. WHY DID I MAKE HIM THE VICE?! AHHHHHHHH
His capabilities were shown during the 2010 EOY camp and RoboChamp. Why did i refuse to admit that he couldn't do it? Why did i believe that he could change his attitude? WHY?
Now for the competition, edwin and jia wei is building the robot. I'm making the proposal for the sponsorship. Catherine is making the powerpoint. So wtf is he doing? He's suppose to be starting to program the robot damn it! Should have strongly objected in Mr Leow's plan in adding him to my group...... Told him to cooperate with him and he posted on facebook "Work wit him ? I rather try to kiss my own ass." T.T
Anyway, my game is coming along quite well :D Added some new features, here are some of them :)
-----Already Implemented Into The Game-----
*In game gacha system
*Lottery system ------Just like real life 4D/Toto
*Mp3 player --------- Purely random and for fun. Not planning for non-gm to use :P
*Cinema --------------Can buy a ticket and watch a video. So yeah~ kinda cinema :P
*GM commands ------Like /level
*Ranged dmg ---------10~19 instead of just 15. (spent a long time on this T.T)
*Attack animations ---Flashy spells :D
*Home system -------Able to set a town as your home and teleport to them using an item. (cooldown of 1 hour :P)
*Mining & other skills -Able to fish/mine/chop trees/etc using different kind of equipment (wood pickaxe/steel pickaxe) , different time needed to mine for different types of ores, and can also level up
*Achievement/medal -Complete certain objectives to get Achievement points which can be traded for stuff ;)
*Crafting -------------Make your own equips and etc from a crafting list of over few hundred.
*Party warp ---------Ain't as easy as it sounds...
*DoT, HoT , AoE, Buff, Aura spells
*Bosses with a brain -Can do AoE spells, heal itself etc
*Party quests -------Boss fights/mazes etc
*Guild system -------Abit incomplete. Cannot see guild members online :(
*Starts with items
*EXP potion o.o
-----Buggy Features-----
*Fame/defame system
*Friend list
*Dual Wield ----- Able to equip 2 weapons at once for some classes ;) keeps giving me gay errors T.T
-----To Be Added/Work In Progress-----
*Boat transport
*Player shops ----- Players can open their own shops and sell stuff
*Player houses ----- Cool huh? :D
*Marriage system ----- <3 :P
*Remake all sprites ----- So that they come from a single template and are properly aligned.
I still can't forget you I still can't trust everything Even until now, I still can't send you away, just like this I will rewrite it again, our story will not end I will bury the fact that reality is seeping into my skin for now I rewrite it once again The beginning starts with you and I smiling happily In case you will leave me The background is a small room without an exit I kiss you as if there is nothing wrong I can't leave your sweet presence (I can't) There is no such thing as an end for us Like this again (Fiction in Fiction) I can't forget you (Fiction in Fiction) I am writing a story, that will never end in my heart I will hold on to you (Fiction in Fiction) I won't let you go (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction) Even until now I'm still in the story of you and I, that hasn't ended, in Fiction Right now, there are only happy stories here The very happy stories of just the two of us (Different from reality) Is written here, it's slowly filling up I ran towards you and embrace you I can't never let you go from my embrace (I can't) There is no such thing as an end for us Like this again (Fiction in Fiction) I can't end it (Fiction in Fiction) I am writing the story that will never end in my heart I will hold on to you (Fiction in Fiction) I won't let you go (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction) Even until now I'm still in the story of you and I that hasn't ended, in Fiction I will say this again, one more time Right now you are next to me I'm believing that I'm the writer who lost his purpose The ending of this novel, how am I supposed to write it I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you I keep writing these 3 words Setting the worn out pen on the old paper stained in tears This story can't end neither happy nor sad Right now, I'm writing such a happy story But after all, it is still, just a wish I'm happy (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction) We are together (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction) Now is just the start (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction) There is no end (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)
Yo! Whats up, due to some commitments, i wasn't able to update this blog. Don't worry, i;m gonna tell you one at a time :D Btw, nice cake rite? xD Nope, not bad by me. awwww~ :p
Last sunday, her parents were overseas due to a relative's wedding. Leaving her at home with only her aunt to check on her at night. Then she fell sick, leaving me to look after her. Thats the reason why i was so busy on sunday and monday :D she is ok now. Thanks for your concern :D Anyway, after the incident, i realized that taking care of someone is not as easy as it seems :/ Luckily, i dun fall sick often due to my awesomeness of my immune system. HAHA jealous rite? xP
Next up was school...like duh~ i promised that if she can get well, i'll work well for my studies. Well, she is well now, so yeah~ This is the reason why i've been working so hard :D For the first time, felt so motivated to study :D
After this morning the dance, feel like learning to dance sia >< my those "k-pop addict" friends are passing on the virus. AHHHHHHH. feel like learning fiction. hehe
Thats all for now :D
Most likey my first k-pop song i posted >< but trust me, its damn nice. listen liao can get addicted >< you're so beautiful~
A kiss is a lovely trick, designed by nature, to stop words when speech becomes superfluous -Ingrid Bergmen
And so, goodbye @ 10:48 PM
Saturday, July 2, 2011
everything has a ending......
Hi people. Just finish touching up the inno blog. I actually copied the code from this blog but still need to...improvise. Damn pissed off today because of alot of stuff sia T.T like mood swing like that-which i totally hate caz i'll affect my friends. also not their fault that these happened. thats why i try to control these mood swings.
Haiz~ sometimes when doing my inno stuff, i'll ask myself "jia min, why are you working so hard for the club?" i mean seriously, look at kh. he doesn;t do a shit at cca trainings and he gets 5 points. i get 1 more point, but the effort i put in is so much more. i got to tolerate juniors, guai lan people and try to be calm. This is the result of the person that you see in cca sessions. If i weren;t controlling myself, i would be using vulgarities. But do you hear me using? NO! And for your info, i dun take on this role because i want the cca points. sure, they are tempting and will help me alot but seriously, i dun care about the cca points. I just want to help the club and make it better. But i;ve learnt something, if i do this alone, its gonna be very hard, (just like the june camp) . thats why the fucking reason i have a committee to help me. and the vice is doing nothing just because we have some personal issues about me "stealing" his girlfriend T.T Seriously, DUN mix your personal and work issues. I dun give a damn what problems u have with me outside, but when its cca time, co op with me.
Today de haunted house damn fun sia. Laugh at those kena scared. But i still find hollow inside. The music that i was doing didn't met up to my expectations even though the others claimed it to be scary. I dun even feel proud damnit. Is there like something wrong with me? T.T
Then come back got to argue with my mom. She today dunno why mood swing and i like her "punching bag" like that. keep trying to control myself. end up fail. so pissed off until u shouted fuck in her face sia. i'm unfilial rite? :(( haiz~
Today good friend just broke up. Feel kinda sad sia but to be honest, that was gonna happen sooner or later. In a way, it was good that it won't continue dragging on. Not good for both of them anyway......
Well, thats all for today i guess. Had a nice time confiding in you :)
And so, goodbye @ 10:52 PM
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