Appreciation?
People don't really appreciate things that other people do, do they?
When you do something nice, people will think that you have a motive. When you do it a few more times, people take it that you
SHOULD do it. When you stop doing it, they are disappointed, they think that you
ARE SUPPOSED to do it. But is it really the case? And because you are supposed to do it, they seldom thank you when you do it.
And so, goodbye @ 10:02 PM
Sometimes i just feel that no one fucking understands me
And so, goodbye @ 6:15 PM
Hiaz, this year has been tiring, especially these few weeks. I have to rush homework everyday, tests every other day and i also have to revise. Mid year language exams starts next week - barely a week away. I'm now trying to cram everything inside my brain and i don't know how long i can keep up at this pace.
I'M TIRED AND SOMETIMES, I FEEL LIKE GIVING UP.
"When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place"I always refer to this quote. I mean, i've done it for so long, why not just continue and put the time to the best possible use? I've survived for so long, surely i can do it a while longer.
Luckily, i have friends and yb. Thanks for always being there for me ^^ At least i still have time to go out and release stress every few days. These activities always make me feel better.
My mood became worse though. I tend to be easier irritated nowadays. Maybe because of the stress and not-so-early sleeping hours? Hmmm something to think about..
Anyway, progress on my game has been quite good. I've started mapping the starting area and will most likely release a trailer for it after MYE? Just for the fun of it and to get beta testers? :D
Heres a random screenshot :3 haven decided if i'm putting it in though.
And so, goodbye @ 8:55 PM
Plan All the Way to the End
The ending is everything. Plan all the way to it, taking into account all the possible consequences, obstacles, and twists of fortune that might reverse your hard work and give the glory to others. By planning to the end you will not be overwhelmed by circumstances and you will know when to stop. Gently guide fortune and help determine the future by thinking far ahead.
And so, goodbye @ 10:38 AM
